Thank you everyone for all of your continued comments.
Common sense and good ideas are here aplenty. Thank you
I will 'panic slowly'
It is time to rest and recharge before making any decision about what to do moving forwards. I knew that the membership of this forum would have some wise words to consider and I was not disappointed
Apologies for using short form references that are UK Centric. I originally provided my employers name but then thought better of it as it isn't that relevant.
M.E. is Myalgic Encephalopathy also known as Chronic Fatigue Syndrome
http://www.meassociation.org.uk/about/what-is-mecfs/Not wanting to turn this into a medical thread but some readers may be interested to hear what happened to me as it is becoming more common and is still not well understood by the medical profession.
1. I caught a cold / flu type Virus
2. My immune system kicked in and I recovered in a week.
3. My immune system failed to disengage and went on to attack the soft tissues in my joints.
4. Rushed to hospital with suspected Septic Arthritus. (a potentially fatal illness). Disproved in Hospital
5. Many tests and blood tests later and the medical profession eventually identified Erythema Nodosum and I had a very severe case of it affecting many parts of the body.
http://www.patient.co.uk/doctor/erythema-nodosum-pro...... the auto immune system misfires and attacks healthy tissues that it mistakenly identifies as foreign bodies or a Virus. Masses of medication and several months later, I conquered the Erythema Nodosum (EN). The medical profession say that the EN is a symptom but they could not identify the cause of the immune system misfire. My case was fully documented as it was unusual in its severity and the fact that my own immune system had done so much damage to healthy tissues before being 'restrained' by medication.
6. I thought I was all better but within a month I had weird symptoms of something else. No energy, pain all over the body, poor sleep, fuzzy mind, any exertion causing total collapse needing prolonged rest....plus lots of other nasty stuff that I will not bore the readership with. Masses of blood tests and many months later, and the medical profession declared me a sufferer of M.E. aka Chronic fatigue Syndrome (CFS), likely caused by a Virus. No virus has been identified to date though. I was even tested for PARVO Virus
The Erythema Nodosum required treatment with some pretty 'toxic' medication and that may also have contributed to the M.E. we just do not know.
All this happened over the past four years and I have only good words for my employer as they really put some effort into keeping me working within my capabilities. I had a very responsible job making important decisions that affected the whole organisation, yet they kept me on as I produced the goods. It was my decision to effectively retire this year as my M.E. is not improving and the best treatment is rest, relaxation, plenty of good food and fresh air. No one can predict when the M.E will pass and I will return to normal.
As I say I do not want to turn this into a medical thread but some of you may not have been aware of what M.E is and how flippin awful it is. It does not discriminate, it can hit any one of us just because of a simple Virus or period of illness. It is very surprising and worrying that M.E appears to be becoming much more common these days and no one knows its causation mechanism or why it is affecting people who are otherwise healthy. If you ask around, it is not uncommon for colleagues to have family members or friends with M.E. All a bit worrying really.
My sincere thanks to all who have offered suggestions and especially to one forum member who has made a very interesting comment regarding Vitamin B12 and its possible involvement with M.E. A matter I will take up with my doctor next week.
I truly hope none of you ever suffer from M.E. (CFS). It's no fun.
Fraser
aka Aurora