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outgrown
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I'm just not really sure where else to look. Any ideas?
Yes, at some point one outgrows a community, or a teacher, or a famous idol one have as a model in the given field. Usually the realization you outgrow something or somebody happens suddenly. That moment is a strange mix of feelings, you are glad and proud of yourself, you are also not sure if it's for real or maybe you are just deluding yourself, etc. Then the realization that from now on the burden of excellence is on your shoulders to carry it further, and so on.
Suddenly there are not many places or persons that can answer your questions, or even showing interest for the kind of questions you have. The "wow" moments of finding about something new and extremely interesting from a book, or from a specialist, or from any other place are long gone, or very rare.
It's like some sort of loneliness. You are not a wagon any more, you are now a locomotive. From now on you have to be the inspirational character for others. From now on you have to generate your own "wow, interesting!" material.
In EE this is not easy. I'll say it's almost impossible nowadays to discover something new in EE. And certainly not possible to do it alone, maybe in a team research, but still very unlikely. EE is a mature field, all the low hanging fruits are long gone.
What you can do:
- Apply what you've learned. Design and
build something that is at the edge of your skills/knowledge, but still achievable. A simulation does not count as a proof of concept, only a prototype counts. The
build part is very important. Chances are you'll discover something new to you during the process.
- Research yourself to find the answers to your own questions. Make hypothesis, experiment, test if the answers you found are correct and reproducible.
- Change the field and start a new journey. Preferably a field close to EE, so you can benefit from the knowledge you already have. Cross-pollinating two fields is very rewarding in learning hype and in new discoveries.
- Be playful with ideas, and with the knowledge you have. Add some noise. Stretch and bend concepts and ideas 'till they no longer hold. Abuse them. Investigate where from the limitations arise. Chances are you'll get a deeper understanding. Or, you might find out something entirely new.