First a little back-story. The first job I got in electronics was at a place that did high voltage dc/dc converters. I originally started in high school as a gopher and did little things here and there, nothing serious. I went to college and got a bachelors in electrical engineering. The job market had tanked during my senior year of college (2001/2002) and I could find a job anywhere, but the company I had been working for was willing to take me aboard. I stayed there for just over 20 years and decided to pursue a different job, as there were many things I didn't like about the one I was in.
I started a new job last year at a place that does mostly AC/DC and no high voltage DC. My official job title is Design Engineer. After being here for a year, I've come to realize that I'm not a good design engineer. When it comes to AC, I am completely lost. I don't know any formulas, how to calculate anything (inductance or capacitance required). I also am horrible with op-amps. This might be because I haven't really used any since college, or if I did, it was mostly a voltage follower or a divider at best. I've been going through some books, but feel that I'm not really absorbing anything. If I am to stay in this position, my best bet would be to take some courses, but I don't have the money or the time (2 kids aged 5 and

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What I am good at is being a technician. I can repair most converters. Give me a pile and I'm content trying to figure out what's wrong, and I feel my diagnostic abilities are good. I can generally follow a schematic and figure out what it does, with the exception of some op-amp stuff. I'm considering trying to switch from engineer (at least design engineer) to a technician. I'm concerned about this for two reasons. The first is how it would look to potential employers, and the second, and more important, is the money. I highly doubt that I can make the money I'm making now by being a technician.
I'm just looking for some opinions and thoughts from others.