I hated you sort of people when dealing with my cancers, I hate you so much more when you're trying to pull others into your woo. You're no better than free energy and "solar roadway" salesmen. I wish I could believe you don't know what you're doing.
I'm sorry you feel that way. But you are completely misunderstanding me I think.
If you had read my post, I've explained that I am currently in a situation with my cancer where the doctors do not want to give me any available treatment. Or maybe I should explain a little bit more.
I have chronic cancer, that can only be treated with chemo that has a halting effect. I can not be cured.
There is one chemo-treatment that has worked very well. But they don't want to give it too me, because it has resulted in very dangerous blood infections (sepsis).
In a "normal" situation I would be given this chemo treatment regularly to stop the tumour from growing. People in the same situation like me have lived up to 10 years getting this halting chemo.
But since it gives me sepsis after each dose, it's too dangerous.
I have asked the doctors to give this treatment to me anyway, I have been positive of that.
But they don't recommend it at all. Several doctors, everyone that I have spoken to have agreed and said the same thing, that it eventually will kill me from sepsis.
So I get no chemo therapy, and no radiation therapy at this moment, and no surgery can be done. I have cancer, and I have no treatment, that is the situation.
I am currently waiting to meet a doctor to discuss if I maybe can get a small dose of radiation therapy. That was the only thing that they could come up with that might help.
If I can get it, I am going to try that, definitely. And the only thing I can do is hope it works.
I'm not a conspiracy theorist and I don't believe in anyone's "woo" and I am definitely not being pulled into it either.
I am a person who believes in science and facts.
I pretty much feel the same way you do about all these moon landing conspiracy freaks or water driven cars or solar roadway people like you do, I guess.
I sometimes read online from people who say, "chemo therapy is designed not to work", and other crazy things like that, it makes me angry.
I am an extremely sceptical person, I don't just believe in anything I read and hear.
I might have misunderstood what it said on the Wikipedia page about Vitamin B17, I just glanced on it quickly.
But the thing is, I have NOTHING else to try. So there's no damage done.
What damage could a few apricot seeds do? When I have a dangerous tumour growing on me that the doctors don't want to touch. I might as well die of anything. Highest risk at this moment (from what I understand) is bleeding to death, since the tumour might grow closer to the carotid artery.
So I feel that it's no harm in reading a little bit about these alternative stuff that people are talking about.
If there is some seed that people say is good for me, meh, whatever, I can try it. I still eat McDonalds, I did that today
I'm not going to do anything that takes too much work anyway, I'd rather spend that time tinkering with my electronics and do stuff that I love doing.
It really made me feel sad to read your post. I don't want there to be any discussions about conspiracies and big evil medecine organizations etc etc.. I'm not a big fan of that, I want to keep this on a friendly level.