I lived at the site so I got hit by millions of watts for 3 years. It is a wonder I am still alive. Has insanity been proven to be a side effect of high power HF? If so maybe I can get disability This forum has reminded me of this.
Reminded you of what? Insanity, disability, high power RF or all 3?
But, RF is non-ionizing radiation, so unless you put your head in the way of the beam and got your head cooked, you should have no permanent damage from the radiation. And likewise, you probably didn't receive much of the radiation energy at all. In the control room, the energy would be transported through rigid coax cables, the "pipes" coming out from the top of the unit. If it was leaking, you would lose valuable power from reaching the antenna!
And the signal strength would be diminshed according to an inverse square law. Imagine the signal being spread out over an imaginary sphere, with an area growing with the radius of the sphere, ie your distance from the antenna.
All in sall, not much to worry about. Unless your post was
all in jest and you know all of this already.