I work on antique radios, were voltages are in the 200-400V, we are always extremity careful when working inside the radios and extra careful when the radio is connected. A shock from this voltage could kill you, but certainly will hurt you. With the voltages you are talking about, it will definitively kill you.
For the questions you are asking it doesn't seem that you have a lot of experience handling high voltages. Whatever you are trying to do I would suggest that you look for guidance from someone with experience that can see what you are doing.
You are asking questions here but you have not answered one crucial question, how and where are you using your meter to get 120V?
On top of that, you said that you want to make this thing as a constant high voltage supply, for what? If you are thinking on tubes, be aware that at those voltage many tubes are capable of producing X rays, that could be hazardous for your health.