I understand your concerns,many years ago as a kid,think i was 10yrs old at the time,i was playing with an old colour tv we had that had died,it had been unplugged a few mins,not knowing better i decided to take the anode cap off!,bam the thing threw me to the other side of the room,my thoughts at the time was the devil had just pounced on my back,didnt know then a crt acts like a big cap,had a lot of respect for them ever since!!!