I am at a bit of a crossroads, or that is the way I feel. I am attending school working on an engineering technologies in computers bachelor degree at an ABET accredited university. I am looking around at different internships and entry level jobs. There is a nice variety around my area of north Texas available too. Most of what I have found is either along the line of electrical engineering or junior developer in various languages. There are a few embedded and even FPGA jobs or internships that I have found. To speak plainly my passion is toward the embedded and FPGA kind of jobs. I have spent a lot of time on my own attempting to learn to program in C and VHDL(I just like that one better) and keeping up with my job and homework. My classes have actually spent very little time in either of these areas or at least not as much as I would like. I have had a nice well rounded education in quite a few things from C++, java, python, database, and even some microprocessor architecture, one of my favorites so far. That makes me feel like I have a lot of good basic knowledge in a lot of things but nothing in depth in any one thing. When I go to look at possible jobs I tend to feel inadequate and not entirely sure I am qualified. I am older and would prefer to be well versed in a few things rather than have a basic grounding in everything. I am sure that a generalist approach will serve me just fine in the long run and I do love all that I am learning so no real complaint there. In my mind I really really want to become an ... embedded or FPGA engineer type person, but that seems like something I have not been properly educated for. Maybe its a bit to specialized and I am expecting too much but that is what I want to do. I have a few small projects but to me they seem unimpressive, and I don't have much time with working a fulltime job and going to school, halftime at the moment, and having some time to spend with my wife since I do not wish to get divorced. Yeah it's tough and yeah I'm whining a bit but I am also frustrated and a bit depressed. I come here looking for "wise" counsel and to vent a bit. If you have some advice or maybe a word of comfort it would be greatly appreciated. Thanks for taking the time to read this.