I'm very bad at any kind of negotiation, it's part of my syndrome and I hate it.
Despite my motivation, it's hard to change that behavior in a world that still encourages an slavery attitude.
Fortunately I improved a bit after some years. But not enough. I learned to avoid to be exploited a bit, not enough.
And change some kind of personal issue can be very hard, specially if you are unable to pay tons of money
one of those rare gems known as Good Therapists.
I think your words are a bit harsh you have no clue how fucked up an human mind can me. And I don't deserve it, so please refrain about your nonsense.
You don't need to pay a lot of money to a therapist to solve whatever underlying issues that make you a bad negotiator. You've already stated that you recognize the problem, have made steps to overcome it, have made progress and still have a ways to go. You're already 2/3rds of the way there. You can solve these kinds of problems by immersing yourself in a role that requires you to confront these issues head on.
When I was young, I was shy and nervous. I was terrible at public speaking, and I was terrible with conflict. If someone came to me with a complaint, I'd want to solve it - even if I got the short end of the stick. I was also not great at sales - I felt like a jerk bothering people with stuff that they hadn't asked me about first.
I tackled the problems head on. When I was a teenager, I got a job selling vacuum cleaners door to door. I dealt with angry people, rejection, negotiations and sales all day long. I hated it with a passion, but it was an amazing learning experience at 18 years old. I joined a group that forces you into public speaking. I asked to go on sales calls and learned from successful salesman and negotiators and managers. And in a pretty short time - problem solved. I love public speaking and I do well with it. I am good in negotiations and sales and I even enjoy the thrill of the hunt. And I overcame my issues with conflict and I don't let such issues get to me personally.
Yes, it is hard to overcome such issues, but anyone can do it and there is no excuse not to do it. And, yes, I do understand how f*cked up a human mind can be, because we all suffer from various phobias and social problems - and I was no exception.
Own the problem - and fix it. Or complain about it online... whatever floats your boat
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But only one of those courses of action will improve your future.